way too sentimental..but one of my favs.

unknown author: something I found written a while ago.. one of my favorites.

my dear sweet love
now you are asleep and i hear the steady gasp of your breath..the pitter patter of the phone clattering against your cheeks.

i am so sad now..this night has taken its toll on me as i ponder life. and the beautiful person to now whom i write.

i cannot express to you my heart, the great burden i carry, but i feel happy to have you to express myself..as you slumber in peaceful thought.
i wonder now…can you sense this emotion i now feel.. now as you rest and life is so distant, can your unconscious mind touch my heart and share my love.
my dear sweet love..life is so short and fleeting, and the memories we create today are swept away in the rapid current of time..fleeting to the riverbanks of distant memory. as you slumber in content, every breath you take an affront to death lingering..so distant and near, testing your ramparts but never defeated.

my dear sweet love..if only you knew how I feel. how my heart pounds with wondrous excitement with the radiant possibility of tomorrow..only to be drug down deeper and farther with the nasty talons of life’s woes..embedded so near my soul.
time seeping like sand through my grasp..lost to eternity.

my dear darling love..i cannot promise you tomorrow..i cannot promise you a lifetime of endearing moments and uncompromised love. i cannot promise you fame or fortune..or the benefits of lavish lifestyles documented and well recorded. i give you my heart, my trust, my kiss, my touch, my grasp and my laughter, my hopes and dreams and doubts and worries. i give you my pain and sorrow, joy and smile. Give me your heart, and i will love it with my own, and never abondon, or forsake the love you so lovingly have bestowed upon me.

i am not the same person i was yesterday, and tonight i will again grow.

alone in despair but never truly alone.. my heart reaches for yours as you softly..breath. sweet dreams my lovely sweet darling love.

i will be with you soon.