Holding on to something important

In life, sometimes things become a little blurry.  Our vision is no longer 20/20, or it changes so we view similar things from a different perspective.  Does that take away from what that thing is?  I would like to think not.  In life, sometimes you really have to fight for what you believe in, and take a stand that does not waver.  This is a lesson that I am learning now.  Prioritizing what is important, and what is not, and looking inside to find inner happiness is where genuine truth is also found.  In life, sometimes you have to sacrifice for something important, giving up the temporary pleasure for something much greater.  It is difficult at the time, but in the end, struggling for something to have makes it that much more valuable.  Sometimes in life…. you have to hold on to something important.  Even when it doesn’t make sense to do so…even when all odds are against you and everyone calls you an idiot for doing so..if your heart speaks true you have no choice but to listen.  When holding on to something important, it is essential to remember why you are holding on.  When thousands of doubts fill your mind and uncertainty for tomorrow casts darkness on your day, you must remember the light amidst such darkness, and the love and joy that will make you last one more day.  When you find something important to hold on to, no matter what, problem or not, you do not let go.  And if you must, then you do so knowing that God is in control and will handle the situation the way he always does.  Perfectly. 

I have found many things important in my life, and again, I find myself doing something I would not usually do.  It really is not logical to do something that statistically, fundamentally, eventually and probably will lead to failure.  Personally, it is against my nature to place my trust in anyone other than family and God.  Some may call me a fool for being so hopeful, optimistic, sentimental, but I have greater faith in life and tomorrow to let any criticism hinder my heart.  My only hope is that my hope is for not for naught.  As always..what will be will be. 

Nae Epoun Sae.