i remember this…somehow

every so often..i get a weird feeling.  a feeling ..almost like an omen.  A sign…a telltale marker in my life…sort of like dejavu.

I cannot really explain it….at all.  There really is no logical explanation…simply that, sometimes I feel like Ive seen a situation before..as it is happening.. perhaps in a dream or in some altered state of mind. 

 Whenever this happens, I feel like I am trespassing a marker point in my life..all ultimately leading up to a big…”something.” 

I also feel that these “omens” are signs…maybe warnings somehow to remind me of something that I am missing..or not getting right..or not catching.   Nevertheless, the feeling is profound and impactful..almost breath catching and sentence stopping…so felt it is that I sometimes get chills/shivers in my spine..my soul is uneasy.

Anyhow..a bible scripture keeps coming to mind….paraphrased..”that young men will have visions”

If this is what it is..then I hope that I am ready for what is in store for me…Because I have indeed had some unbelievably vivid..sometimes horrid/drastic ”visions”…that I feel possibly might exist in the realm of tomorrow’s potentialities.